my thought for the day:


april 23,2009 11:56pm

"if ur happy and u know..just say hooray!!

Im soo happy today,uber happy!je suis tres content parce que mes amies aller ici,nous voulons des biberon des beure..yiippii!!

april17,2009 fri.11:57pm

"you will not know the value of a thing until uve lost it,lately u will realize how important the person is,if she's already gone"

my lifetime quote..hahhaha,wala na akong gana sis,sorry ka na lang!im out!sana naisip mo ang kahalagahan ng kaibigan kesa sa "L"..i pity u!



april 16.2009 thurs 10:55pm

"i hear and i forget,I see and I remember,I do and I understand"

wala lang trip ko lang!

april 15.2009.wed.5:30pm

""I've learned dat things change, pipol change,and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up; it simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting things dat weren't"


and i am accepting and embracing all the changes though its hurting me,emo mode talaga ako ngayon,,huhuhuhu!its what i want now,not what oders want and not kung ano ang mararamdaman nila..ako naman!yun pakiramdam ko naman!lagi na lang sila,..(bullshit)

bulang.ling.long

may bago na naman akong pag aadikan,itong blog blog na ito!salamat kay chala at sya ang nagpasimuno nito sa akin,aba eh gusto ko ngang tiisin itong si blog e hindi ko makaya,andame kasi pumapasok sa utak ko(salamat walang atake ng migraine..yipi!) bakasyon ko ngayon,lage na lang akong bakasyon,,hahaha sarap!kaso naman sa halip na magsyesta e nagkasakit naman ako,una sipon sunod ubo at sakit ng katawan,nampuchang ginaw ba naman eh,e spring na!wala na yatang pag-asa lumitaw ang haring araw(panu naman ako makakapag bikini nyan anu buzz!)sayang kasi ang oras i want to go to work may nag-iintay pa naman na workikay at mataas naman ang talent fee..isang napakalaking SAYANG(PASIGAW!),wala naman kasi magagawa sa bahay bakit pa kakale e wala ka rin naman kasama coz everybody's busy working!feeling ako na lang lage nakabakasyon(swerte kang bata ka talaga bulang!)susyal kasi si lola,pa tour tour na lang pero love kita lola ha!!wag kang magbabago!!araw araw gigising kakain manunuor kakain na naman wwaaaaahhhhh!!kakaiyak naman!kung andito si dixie at dax masaya sana!well.sabi ni God wag ako makulit everything is in divine order..dedma emote na bulang,sayang ang lakas,magnetin ko na lang lahat ng positibong enerhiya sa kalawakan(bang weird ko na talaga!)

bang weird ng dream ko,pero hindi ko maalala!!bwahahaha!epal,gusto ko mag-alaga ng fish talaga.un beta fish must do ko talaga bumile ng bowl fish,bato at pagkain ng fish,peste kasi ang mahal lahat ng bilihin rito,hindi ko matake convert kasi ako ng convert....kailangan ko na talagang baguhin ito!bulang embrace the canadian living anu bahh!!!

desjarden

ang buhay sa abroad ay isang malaking BORING!pero my positive side effect naman sa akin,i've learned to appreciate simple things,ultimo maliit na bulaklak na bago pang sisibol napapansin ko,specially when im inspired i only see beautiful things lahat ng tao maganda sa paningin ko at lahat ay napakalight and relax!yun nga lang hindi ko pa rin mapag labanan ang minsan iiyak ng walang humpay habang nakikinig sa kanta ni garry v.na lead me lord!talagang emo mode!!!minsan naman mapapangiti sa mga memories na napakasarap balik balikan....hay buhay abroad!!!talagang we have to be very careful sa lahat ng desisyon na gagawin natin,sacrifice!sacrifice!sacrifice!nauubusan na ako ng lakas talagang i will try my best na hindi na mag inemote,napakabusy ko naman pero kakainis at sumisingit pa ang kaburuhan sa buhay ko(si dixie at dax ang solusyon)

i know everything is in divine order,kailangan kong matutong maghintay!the bright side naman of being here in abroad is that i can give dixie whatever she likes,and someday magkakasama sama na ulet kami(pplleeaasseee!!)

"when im in SPIRIT,I have a feeling of contentment,but more than this,I experience joy"
--bulang--

"when u are inspired by some great purpose dormat forces become alive and you discover yourself to be a greater person"

"i open myself to the river of abundance and boundless blessings from the universe"

carrot,egg or coffee bean?

You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again.

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed that as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to a boil. In the first, she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She then pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.

Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me, what do you see?"

"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.

She brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. She then asked her to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard-boiled egg. Finally, she asked her to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma.

The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, Mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity -- boiling water -- but each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior. But, after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

"Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg, or a coffee bean?"

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity? Do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and a hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor of your life. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hours are the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate to another level?

How do you handle adversity? Are you changed by your surroundings or do you bring life, flavor, to them?

ARE YOU A CARROT, AN EGG, OR A COFFEE BEAN?

gusto ko mensahe nitong storyang to,sa mga bagay na kayang baguhin pa--baguhin!at sa mga bagay na hindi na---tanggapin!

d i x i e

from my scrapbook wid all the love

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back.

I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I’ve learned that it’s not what you have in your life,
but who you have in your life that counts.

I’ve learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you’d better know something.

I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do.

I’ve learned that it’s not what happens to people that’s important. It’s what they do about it.

I’ve learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides.

I’ve learned that it’s taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I’ve learned that it’s a lot easier to react than it is to think.

I’ve learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I’ve learned that you can keep going long after you think you can’t.

I’ve learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I’ve learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I’ve learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I’ve learned that learning to forgive takes practice.

I’ve learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don’t know how to show it.

I’ve learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I’ve learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I’ve learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re down will be the ones to help you get back up.

I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.

I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I’ve learned that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.

I’ve learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.

I’ve learned that you should never tell a child her dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if she believed it.

I’ve learned that your family won’t always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren’t related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren’t biological.

I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.

I’ve learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I’ve learned that sometimes when my friends fight, I’m forced to choose sides even when I don’t want to.

I’ve learned that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.

I’ve learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions.

I’ve learned that we don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I’ve learned that if you don’t want to forget something, stick it in your underwear drawer.

I’ve learned that you shouldn’t be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

I’ve learned that the clothes I like best are the ones with the most holes in them.

I’ve learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I’ve learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process.

I’ve learned that there are many ways of falling and staying in love.

I’ve learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves, get farther in life.

I’ve learned that many things can be powered by the mind, the trick is self-control.

I’ve learned that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar, you will feel lonely and lost at the times you need them most.

I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don’t even know you.

I’ve learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

I’ve learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains.

I’ve learned that the paradigm we live in is not all that is offered to us.

I’ve learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I’ve learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon.

I’ve learned that although the word "love" can have
many different meaning, it loses value when overly used.

I’ve learned that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe.

happy easter!beef sa holyweek

buti pa ang nasa pinas nagsasaya na at mga nagbabakasyon!kumakain na ng halohalo,nanonoor na ng senakulo at nagpruprusisyon,nag-aabang kung anong poon ang bago at nakikipila na makahipo sa paa ng poong nakahiga,bibili ng palaspas,makikibasa at kain sa pabasa,may uwe pang suman!ay rito naman ay kailan kaya magkakaruon ng mga ganyan aktibidades pag holy week,hindi ko na namalayan na holy week na,ang ulam koy beef!akoy matutulog na talaga.akoy hilo na!

100%pure scrapbook with love

Everything Happens For a Reason

ang aking walang kamatayan at forever na motto,maski gaano ka nega ang sitwasyon hahanapan ko pa rin ng butas positibo kasi nga everything happens for a reason...

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be; your roommate, your neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of the soul.

Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smooth paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life and successes and downfalls you experience, they are the ones who create who you are. Even the bad experience can be learned from... Those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart... forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them.

Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen, let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it.

I wish you all the best in your endeavors as well as struggles in life. Have a fighting spirit and never hesitate to get back in the struggle!

~ Author Unknown ~

A MOTHERS LOVE

A little boy came up to his mother in the kitchen one evening while she was fixing supper, and handed her a piece of paper that he had been writing on. After his Mom dried her hands on an apron, she read it, and this is what it said:

For cutting the grass: $5.00
For cleaning up my room this week: $1.00
For going to the store for you: $.50
Baby-sitting my kid brother while you went shopping: $.25
Taking out the garbage: $1.00
For getting a good report card: $5.00
For cleaning up and raking the yard: $2.00
Total owed: $14.75

Well, his mother looked at him standing there, and the boy could see the memories flashing through her mind. She picked up the pen, turned over the paper he'd written on, and this is what she wrote:

For the nine months I carried you while you were growing inside me:
No Charge

For all the nights that I've sat up with you, doctored and prayed for you:
No Charge

For all the trying times, and all the tears that you've caused through the years:
No Charge

For all the nights that were filled with dread, and for the worries I knew were ahead:
No Charge

For the toys, food, clothes, and even wiping your nose:
No Charge

Son, when you add it up, the cost of my love is:
No Charge.

When the boy finished reading what his mother had written, there were big tears in his eyes, and he looked straight at his mother and said, "Mom, I sure do love you." And then he took the pen and in great big letters he wrote: "PAID IN FULL".

Lessons to be learnt:

• You will never how much your parents worth till you become a parent

• Be a giver not an asker, especially with your parents. there is a lot to give, besides money.

• IF your mom is alive and close to you, give her a big kiss and ask her for forgiveness. If she is far away, call her. if she passed away, pray for her.

"God bless my mother, all that I am or ever hope to be I owe to her." Abraham Lincoln

success depends on the degree to which we are at peace of ourselves.I have people who love me and I have peace with what im doing,it doesn't get any better than that....

From The Desk of GOD
-- Author Unknown


Effective Immediately:

Please be aware that there are changes you need to make in your life. These changes need to be completed in order that I may fulfill my promises to you to grant you peace, joy and happiness in this life. I apologize for any inconvenience, but after all that I am doing, this seems very little to ask of you. I know, I already gave you the 10 Commandments. Keep them. But follow these guidelines as well...

1. QUIT WORRYING

Life has dealt you a blow and all you do is sit and worry. Have you forgotten that I am here to take all your burdens and carry them for you? Or do you just enjoy fretting over every little thing that comes your way?

2. PUT IT ON THE LIST

Something needs done or taken care of. Put it on the list. No, not YOUR list. Put it on MY to-do-list. Let ME be the one to take care of the problem. I can't help you until you turn it over to me. And, although my to-do-list is long, I am, after all, God. I can take care of anything you put into my hands. In fact, if the truth were ever really known, I take care of a lot of things for you that you never even realize.

3. TRUST ME

Once you've given your burdens to me, quit trying to take them back. Trust in me. Have the faith that I will take care of all your needs, your problems and your trials. Problems with the kids? Put them on my list. Problem with finances? Put it on my list. Problems with your emotional roller coaster? For my sake, put it on my list. I want to help you. All you have to do is ask.

4. LEAVE IT ALONE

Don't wake up one morning and say, "Well, I'm feeling much stronger now, I think I can handle it from here." Why do you think you are feeling stronger now? It's simple. You gave me your burdens and I'm taking care of them. I also renew your strength and cover you in my peace. Don't you know that if I give you these problems back, you will be right back where you started? Leave them with me and forget about them. Just let me do my job.

5. TALK TO ME

I want you to forget a lot of things. Forget what was making you crazy. Forget the worry and the fretting because you know I'm in control. But there's one thing I pray you never forget. Please don't forget to talk to me - OFTEN! I love you. I want to hear your voice. I want you to include me in on the things going on in your life. I want to hear you talk about your friends and family. Prayer is simply you having a conversation with me. I want to be your dearest friend.

6. HAVE FAITH

I see a lot of things from up here that you can't see from where you are. Have faith in me that I know what I'm doing. Trust me, you wouldn't want the view from my eyes. I will continue to care for you, watch over you, and meet your needs. You only have to trust me. Although I have a much bigger task than you, it seems as if you have so much trouble just doing your simple part. How hard can trust be?

7. SHARE

You were taught to share when you were only two years old. When did you forget? That rule still applies. Share with those who are less fortunate than you. Share your joy with those who need encouragement. Share your laughter with those who haven't heard any in such a long time. Share your tears with those who have forgotten how to cry. Share your faith with those who have none.

8. BE PATIENT

I managed to fix it so in just one lifetime you could have so many diverse experiences. You grow from a child to an adult, have children, change jobs many times, learn many trades, travel to so many places, meet thousands of people, and experience so much. How can you be so impatient then when it takes me a little longer than you expect to handle something on my to-do-list? Trust in my timing, for my timing is perfect. Just because I created the entire universe in only six days, everyone thinks I should always rush, rush, rush.

9. BE KIND

Be kind to others, for I love them just as much as I love you. They may not dress like you, or talk like you, or live the same way you do, but I still love you all. Please try to get along, for my sake. I created each of you different in some way. It would be too boring if you were all identical. Please know I love each of your differences.

10. LOVE YOURSELF

As much as I love you, how can you not love yourself? You were created by me for one reason only - to be loved, and to love in return. I am a God of Love. Love me. Love your neighbors. But also love yourself. It makes my heart ache when I see you so angry with yourself when things go wrong. You are very precious to me. Don't ever forget that!

With all my heart, I love you,

GOD

my all time favorite romance movie(aside from all claudines movies.hehehe),lalo na pag akoy emo,umiiyak pa rin ako lage siguro more than 20 times ko na sya napanood and still crying over and over again,humihinge na ng kapalit ang aking cd at tumatalon na angal na ngal na sa pagkakagasgas.Hindi kasi ako makapaniwala na may lalakeng kagaya ng nsa movie na ito..to the maximum level magmahal!



My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah

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Noah: I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.

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one of my fav photo of dixie

above photo is one od my fav picture of dixie when she was 1 year old..nagpunta kami sa sanrio boutique,just looking for something new there and then one of the saleslady approached us and say "maam,picturan ko po anak nio dun sa poster ni hello kitty kasi ang cute cute nia" akong mega stagemom ay nilagay ko agar ruon ang aking anak.Im so proud of dixie kasi libre sya ,dapat bibili ka muna ng maski ano sa store bago ka makapagpapicture with hello kitty poster !

mama singing to dixie"ako ay may bunso dixie ang pangalan mabait na bata mahilig gumala sya ay umiinom ng vitamins ang aking bunso dixie ang pangalan maganrang bata mahilig gumala"

wehehehe..

sabi kasi sa akin ni chala i-visit ko ang blogsite nia pag wala ako magawa at binasa ko ang lahat ng kung anik anik niya ruon kaya na-inspired naman ako magblog na rin!hightech memory keeping..since highskul mhilig ako sa scrap book kaya sugro dpat rito ko na rin ipost ang lahat ng kung anong meron sa scrapbook ko..wehehehehe,