bonjour!

oh mon Dieu!!le temp passe vite,je suis tres occupe mais ca n'est pas grave je suis encore heureux parce que nous allons avoir une vacances pour deux mois et je vais repose chaque dimanche et je vais tout les temp pour mes amies.J'espere tout chose est bonne et j'espere aussi cette tous le monde comprendre.Je manque mon mari et ma fille,j'espere mon Dieu ils viendront bientout de ques possible!!

L'ete je vais faire de la natation avec ma famille,et je veux etre tres occupe j'attends pour le octobre.Je suis vraiement excite!!!


grosses bisses..
BULANG

my head says..arrgghhh!

before, im so bored and im asking for more workload and more things to do so i can forget being bored and being alone inside the haws,peste!now,i am complaning dat i've got lots of things to do and its really very tiring and i am soooo exhausted,, nO AIR!hirs my week sked-mon-sat. i m working,sunday im studying after my 8 hours of work i have to do oder things and always in a rush and the most bwiset moment is that im into forgetting so many things now like in school i need my french dictionary ALWAYS!but i always always forget bringing dat damn lil thing so im always like pwede ba pahiram?and im always late and always the last one to finish the exams bcoz i dont have dat lil book...knowing 3 languages makes my brain ssooo drainneddd!!ang masaya pa ruon namimix ko minsan!hahahahha!honestly now i am very confused with my words coz sometyms in my mind i want to express it in french but im not dat very good at dat yet..and if i will try hard in english sometimes im out of the grammar so peste..tagalog na lang!!!

my thought for the day:


april 23,2009 11:56pm

"if ur happy and u know..just say hooray!!

Im soo happy today,uber happy!je suis tres content parce que mes amies aller ici,nous voulons des biberon des beure..yiippii!!

april17,2009 fri.11:57pm

"you will not know the value of a thing until uve lost it,lately u will realize how important the person is,if she's already gone"

my lifetime quote..hahhaha,wala na akong gana sis,sorry ka na lang!im out!sana naisip mo ang kahalagahan ng kaibigan kesa sa "L"..i pity u!



april 16.2009 thurs 10:55pm

"i hear and i forget,I see and I remember,I do and I understand"

wala lang trip ko lang!

april 15.2009.wed.5:30pm

""I've learned dat things change, pipol change,and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up; it simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting things dat weren't"


and i am accepting and embracing all the changes though its hurting me,emo mode talaga ako ngayon,,huhuhuhu!its what i want now,not what oders want and not kung ano ang mararamdaman nila..ako naman!yun pakiramdam ko naman!lagi na lang sila,..(bullshit)

bulang.ling.long

may bago na naman akong pag aadikan,itong blog blog na ito!salamat kay chala at sya ang nagpasimuno nito sa akin,aba eh gusto ko ngang tiisin itong si blog e hindi ko makaya,andame kasi pumapasok sa utak ko(salamat walang atake ng migraine..yipi!) bakasyon ko ngayon,lage na lang akong bakasyon,,hahaha sarap!kaso naman sa halip na magsyesta e nagkasakit naman ako,una sipon sunod ubo at sakit ng katawan,nampuchang ginaw ba naman eh,e spring na!wala na yatang pag-asa lumitaw ang haring araw(panu naman ako makakapag bikini nyan anu buzz!)sayang kasi ang oras i want to go to work may nag-iintay pa naman na workikay at mataas naman ang talent fee..isang napakalaking SAYANG(PASIGAW!),wala naman kasi magagawa sa bahay bakit pa kakale e wala ka rin naman kasama coz everybody's busy working!feeling ako na lang lage nakabakasyon(swerte kang bata ka talaga bulang!)susyal kasi si lola,pa tour tour na lang pero love kita lola ha!!wag kang magbabago!!araw araw gigising kakain manunuor kakain na naman wwaaaaahhhhh!!kakaiyak naman!kung andito si dixie at dax masaya sana!well.sabi ni God wag ako makulit everything is in divine order..dedma emote na bulang,sayang ang lakas,magnetin ko na lang lahat ng positibong enerhiya sa kalawakan(bang weird ko na talaga!)

bang weird ng dream ko,pero hindi ko maalala!!bwahahaha!epal,gusto ko mag-alaga ng fish talaga.un beta fish must do ko talaga bumile ng bowl fish,bato at pagkain ng fish,peste kasi ang mahal lahat ng bilihin rito,hindi ko matake convert kasi ako ng convert....kailangan ko na talagang baguhin ito!bulang embrace the canadian living anu bahh!!!

desjarden

ang buhay sa abroad ay isang malaking BORING!pero my positive side effect naman sa akin,i've learned to appreciate simple things,ultimo maliit na bulaklak na bago pang sisibol napapansin ko,specially when im inspired i only see beautiful things lahat ng tao maganda sa paningin ko at lahat ay napakalight and relax!yun nga lang hindi ko pa rin mapag labanan ang minsan iiyak ng walang humpay habang nakikinig sa kanta ni garry v.na lead me lord!talagang emo mode!!!minsan naman mapapangiti sa mga memories na napakasarap balik balikan....hay buhay abroad!!!talagang we have to be very careful sa lahat ng desisyon na gagawin natin,sacrifice!sacrifice!sacrifice!nauubusan na ako ng lakas talagang i will try my best na hindi na mag inemote,napakabusy ko naman pero kakainis at sumisingit pa ang kaburuhan sa buhay ko(si dixie at dax ang solusyon)

i know everything is in divine order,kailangan kong matutong maghintay!the bright side naman of being here in abroad is that i can give dixie whatever she likes,and someday magkakasama sama na ulet kami(pplleeaasseee!!)

"when im in SPIRIT,I have a feeling of contentment,but more than this,I experience joy"
--bulang--

"when u are inspired by some great purpose dormat forces become alive and you discover yourself to be a greater person"

"i open myself to the river of abundance and boundless blessings from the universe"

carrot,egg or coffee bean?

You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again.

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed that as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to a boil. In the first, she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She then pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.

Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me, what do you see?"

"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.

She brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. She then asked her to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard-boiled egg. Finally, she asked her to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma.

The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, Mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity -- boiling water -- but each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior. But, after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

"Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg, or a coffee bean?"

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity? Do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and a hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor of your life. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hours are the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate to another level?

How do you handle adversity? Are you changed by your surroundings or do you bring life, flavor, to them?

ARE YOU A CARROT, AN EGG, OR A COFFEE BEAN?

gusto ko mensahe nitong storyang to,sa mga bagay na kayang baguhin pa--baguhin!at sa mga bagay na hindi na---tanggapin!

d i x i e